Sects and narcissists

Why am I the way I am? Who hasn't asked himself that question! How much power does our past have over us? Who am I and if so how many? Are we conscious controllers of our fate or are we determined? After years of stupefaction and repression I joined a sect. My traumas came to the surface of my waking consciousness and burst open like soap bubbles. My personality faded and flew into nirvana. I was again a small child who could no longer speak and cried for help. I lost everything, everything I had, when the masks of these "people" fell to the ground and the true faces came out. They tried to break me and they almost did. I refused all therapies and went to the cause of this effect. Life showed me a way out of this nightmare. Totally dissolved and traumatized, I decided to do a further training as a caregiver. In the work >> From the clutches of a narcissist >> I describe my journey back to life. I shock, provoke, write plain text with my uncensored truth and shake people awake. My vision of "freedom" I would like to hold on to for all those who have been made ill themselves and say "We have to recognize the truth, let go of the past and shape our own future in order to live a happy life".